beky is backy!! and she got me a very cute tigger. awww gu gugugu gu *hammie face* FCUK IN SIN CITY & SIN ON WHEELS............ beks are u trying to send me a msg? I GET UR POINT!! haha.

fyi, having alcohol 3 days in a row is really quite bleach. =/ but it was a good weekend :)

now i have a tigger from my niece, a tigger from canada, a tigger from hongkong and a tigger from minitoons. whee! :) i used to have a tigger on my phone too... but i lost it just after a day. and it was a bday gift.. grrr!

this morning beks had to go through the ERP thrice just cos she picked me up from my place to go have breakfast at checkers. she was wearing the coolest shirt ever. beks, you're how zai...... heh!

one week late, but still :) when are we gonna go somewhere together again??!!

went to geylang. ate ate ate.... dimsum and tauhuey! and then we took pictures like a normal geylang girl yo!! hahahaha!

ive got many pictures to upload to my com but im so lazy!
everyone, yes the 2 owners of the cameras today....... please send me the pictures!!!

we ended up at m0s.
'my very first time clubbing this year..... and i like jazz music and i dont like clubbing. im sorry i cannot enjoy the music'
HAHAHAHA!!!

dont ever try the fish at boontongkee!!! HORRIBLE TERRIBLE can wooo-meat. got smell. not fresh. yikes!

selangnor, the new black.
do it, or be square.

they say the unattainable ones are the most attractive ones....

cheers to that!
shall we have a beer?

amoy has the nicest cheechiongfun&porridge for only $3.... so try!!

so i met my ex collegues for lunch. gosh i was so disgusted i wanted to wo-meat. apparently some ex collegue of mine (who is a grandfather) is busy erm.... thrusting someone deepdeep. someone that he know long long. he knows him long long, he thrust him deepdeep........ ewww. ok this doesnt really make sense...

yay i found a new lunch/smoking buddy! YAYYY!!!! i was walking to amoy and bumped into e. yes very funny e. e who is m&k's good friend. yay e who is very funny and nice and very naggy.

"For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because
that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole,
but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul."- Audrey Hepburn

'Sex without love is an empty experience, but as empty experiences go its one of the best'.- Woody Allen

'Sex without love is merely healthy exercise.'- Robert A. Heinlein

bottomline, meaningless sex is just dull.. HAYWIRE JO!!

haywire jo!!

i dont know whether its me. or alloutoftheblue i suddenly suffer from motion sickness. agh..

the taxiuncle was a hainanese man just now! he was talking to me about the war in isreal and all... very interesting...... imagine talking about the war... in hainanese... heh.. he was damn shocked that i know how to speak cos apparently not many of this generation knows how to speak! but mine is broke hainanese!

steamboat!
coffee!
shanghaijazz!

(and yes, the 3 of us are the people who go shopping when the shops are closing.........)

*i FINALLY bought a new pair of shoe!!!!! its been almost 2 months! yellow oh not dirty fellow. yayyyy!

:) hey teacher, wheres ur student?? lol.

go watch now&forever.
its a korean movie. SUPERDUPERSAD!!!

last night i took a londoncab home. i want to woo-meet...
bumpy. like bumper car....

because cafecartel is HOW COOL. and oh yes greenapple+sprite is nicey! like zapple!! and yes that was how packed it was on wednesday night.... insanity.

okie i know i know. overload of the girls pictures...... but arent they total cuteness??!! hehe.

today i explored chinatown for dinner.
we had damn cheap (and good) pasta at some idunnothename hawkercenter.... and then we went to JING JING desert place. which was SUPPOSEDLY good and very 'te bie'...... yah very 'te bie'..... 'te bie nan chi'........... AND!!!!!! we had the famous german sausages!! damn nice. go try the cheese one. shiokest.

everytime i cut my hair short, it seems like as though hairwax is some magicpotion for my hair to grow superduperfast or something. i just cut my hair like a month ago. and now its so long i can literally tie 2 ponytails... very irritating..

all the ladies in the house....... :) :) :) my love my love my love my love

total cuteness. :D

what would you like for deserts sir?

ive always thought kai's name was spelt wong LEE ann and not wong LI ann. gosh. what kinda aunt am i... thats kai at her first day of school.. she's in st mark. and it also states clearly that this poor girl cannot have vitagen/yakult/colddrinks. and yes kai knows how to play games on the xbox. shes how cool. sometimes she has to teach me how to get pass a stage even. sheesh. kids.

i cannot believe im on time for work.
i slept at 5am.. or wait.. later than that becos TWO CLOWNS K&C decided to irritate me.... ask stupid questions.. pounce on the bed.. blahblabh.. i tried to hide under the quilt, and even cover my face with the towel. but they were gossiping and i couldnt help laughing. and then..... i will be grouchy and wanto sleep again.

oh and guess who went to mamb0 last night?? :D

SO@*&$*(@&$(PACKED!!!!!!! can die. like as though zouk giving away money like that.

at 4am, 3 clowns decided to cook. how cool lar.

yesterday the 5 girls and the number 38......... YOU YUAN!! lol

thats the damn nice flowers we got for our mom last fri.. its not carnations ok you kuku.... and yes thats kai. and no i dont love tash any lesser that kai. but tash is in this whole idontliketotakepicture thingy now. so yah kai is so cute!

*(@&($&@($& sign... see already also dl......

double Ds on saturday!

aiden and his mommy... err of cos they were taken on different nights! heh..

im sorry, but sunday's service was REALLLLLY distracting. as ive said, i thought it was more like a parenting speech or something.. hehe..

sometimes all we need in life, is just a confirmation.

thank you jie. you're god sent. :)

ive been eating so much lately its scaring me.
i'd better stop before i become fattybombom!! wait, i ALREADY am a fattybombom. :( how depressing.

my throat is killing me. *$&@*@$ sorethroat. i hope i fall sick soon.
its been quite sometime since i fell sick. HAHA.
falling sick as in bad cough, flu and fever. NOT A HANGOVER!!

yesterday i almost died from the fear within me.
but thank goodness everything was a-ok. :)

stop taking people for granted you kuku. asshole!!

this is a little late..... but happy birthday mommy :) or rather belated. hope u enjoyed dinner, the flowers, the cake and the pair of birks!

im gonna start fasting.... alcohol fast..........

i wasted an entire sunday sleeping........ i only got up and attended combined service.... which is actually more like a parenting speech or something.

i found out that kel&co alllllllllllll knew about last fri.
i wanna hide my face in the sand.

tomorrow we're gonna have good steamboat...........
the disc is still in my bag........
im how sober.................. right........

you know how they all say

FOUNDATION OF HAPPINESS

i just got home.. and no i wasnt even out clubbing....

basicinstinct2. manipulate his mind.. manipulate their minds.... comon lets do it.

celebrated my mom's bday yesterday! pictures up soon :) or rather this evening. friday evening........

talk more tomorrow......

11 mins conversation. to cover up what we've been missing out for the past 9 months........ i miss you too....

Leading a double life
Friends in the daytime, strangers at night
Leading a double life
Can it be wrong when you know that it's right?

Nowhere to hide, though we both might try
I'm schizophrenic, and so am I
Double life, a double life, a masquerade
You know we all live a masquerade
I know you're out there

why do we let the one thing we don't have affect how we feel about all the things we do have? why does one-minus-a-plus-one feel like it adds up to zero?

maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. maybe, you have to let go of who you are to become who you will be...


cheers to satc.

am i leading a double life?

if i really am, i am utterly disgusted with myself.

its killing me. agh.

quick, before i lose my mind.

(*&@*%(&@*(&$(*@&#(*@&#&@*(#&(@&*%)#(*_%^(#

I HATE LONG ISLAND TEA.
ALL THE LONGING ON THE ISLAND.............

CCB

im so full now.

amoy has fantastic food.
better than maxwell.
yummy.

i feel like i just ate a cow.

*moooo me

last night i met d in holland for drinks.. and shared information becos we're concerned people.....

and then i saw aiden! he's soooo cute. gosh!

sleeeeeepy rainy morning.

wonderful wed! :)

thank you nick for the lift to marina! :)

thank you rockee for dinner and the lift home! :) :) was great meeting up with u... see you soon miss kwok... owe you deserts! we shall go pig out! heh. and yes thank you for stopping me from shopping..... "you buy 2 of * u can buy e coin purse you want..." yes.. i shall try to keep that in mind!

in lust.
we trust.

in lust.
they trusted.
and then got cheated.

lust.

happy birthday jie.. thank you for being you. and yes that includes e times uve been a total grouch.. but i love you still...... :)

becos i let my nieces train from young........ HAHAHA!!

okie today was a funny tuesday. i received an sms from my sister. that sounded veryyy much something like i would say to someone should i be put in the same situation..... i swear this whole lashing out on people you're close to thingy is GENETIC!! PROVEN TODAY!!!! grrrrowls. very bad..

my sis is so clever now. she knows that i blocked her on msn when im at work.... how she found out i really dunno leh. but anyway no this isnt the reason why she sent me an angry sms. but yah.. i even blocked my cousins too... how come my sis found out ar?? cannot be i missed out anyone what.. bleargs.

met the rest at coffeeclub. concerned people... share...... right??? hahaha.

msn is evil. it makes me not do my work in the office. grr!!

i was writing down the date.. i wrote 04/07/05

im still living in yesteryear.

shes fantastic.
but its all plastic underneath it all.

so do i really know you?

superman is so handsome!!!! :D :D that show totally kicked ass. :D :D :D
and the other guy is see, is marc-andre from crazy.

be weak, give in, give up.
"welcome to the darkside, you darksider"

are you a chameleon christian?
or you as a person, a chameleon?
is being a chameleon a good thing or a bad?
does being a chameleon sorta imply that you're two-face, that you're a hypocrite, that you are very fake, that you're -atas-.....?
so can you be in the world but yet not of the world?
its hard to resist worldliness. ditto. (duh)

i caught c.r.a.z.y last night.. interesting show.. its about one son's love for his father, a love so strong it compels him to live a lie. different from the rest of his brothers but the boy was desperate to fit in. its about a boy's journey to accept his true nature and, even more importantly, his dad's journey to love him for who he really is. touching....

and superman.... dont need to say lah. gorgeous superhero saves the world! falls in love... yay!

if i spend $120 on a pair of flats thats actually $200... it will mean that im spending $120 to save $80.......... should i??

I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER.

i think i should have slept thru 1stJuly or something. its an omen. its a bad day. i should have known better.

everyone and their fucking lip services can fucking go to hell.

ITALY TOTALLY KICKED ASS!!!!

i cut hair
you cut hair
we all cut our hair